Why
Psychosomatisation is Complex:
Going Beyond Cause-Effect.
This
is a lecture given for Confer on
February 6th, 2002, as part of a series on ‘Working with Psychosomatic
Symptoms’.
“The
body is both a representation and a reality, a manifestation of life,
and life itself, what we are, and something we have, that through
which we live and in which we live: it is raw material, tool and crucible.
The body has a language with which it responds to life, and is itself
a language constituted by the language it carries, which speaks through
us and ultimately speaks us.”
There
have been numerous theories about psychosomatic illness: the history
of medicine has never completely excluded psychological explanations,
and psychoanalysis was born out of an interest in dramatic bodily
symptoms. But I am going to suggest no single theory can encompass
the range of phenomena that attract the attribution of the term ‘psychosomatic’.
Many theories, from the psychoanalytical to the popular psychological
have seized on the idea of illness having symbolic communicative value
– a repressed conflict or feeling whose meaning has not been consciously
assimilated by the patient. Researchers have found that certain kinds
of illness – asthma, ulcer, colitis, heart attacks – tend to happen
in people with particular personality traits. Other psychosomatic
theorists have proposed that all psychosomatic disease is precipitated
by loss or fear of loss. More recent theories have focussed on illness
linked to problems with affect regulation originating in object relational
failures.
Like
the proverbial elephant felt by six blind men, all these models grasp
significant facets of what appears to be a problem in psychotherapy:
physical symptoms which go outside the bounds of verbal narrative,
fantasy, and transference behaviour. I believe
we
need a complex model of illness that takes into account environmental,
genetic and lifestyle factors as well as psychological themes and
conflicts – in fact all the realities of the body.
In
the first part of this paper I will introduce a very recent model
of illness developed by Graeme Tayor which focuses on the concept
of dysregulation, and incorporates recent psychoanalytic theory, research
into infant development, and advances in biomedicine. I will expand
it by drawing on the work of the neuroscientist Damasio and by bringing
in a body psychotherapy perspective on object relations. Whilst Taylor’s
dysregulation theory is a useful for understanding the complexity
of illness, his conclusions in terms of psychotherapeutic intervention
fall very much within a conventional deficit-repair model. In the
second part of the paper I will offer a therapeutic way of thinking
about symptoms which extends Taylor’s
model and is oriented towards the client’s experience of their symptoms. This in turn moves the emphasis to
exploring shifts in the client’s bodily sense of themselves as a means
to both short-term re-organisation and towards long-term work with
psychological structure.
Taylor
is a psychiatrist based in Toronto
whose book called Psychosomatic
Medicine and Contemporary Psychoanalysis is a landmark in the
field. He argues, along with an increasing number of scientists and
therapists, that linear models of causality for illness are inadequate.
Even models that include multiple variables like biological and environmental
factors or psychoanalytic models which consider processes like repression
and splitting fail to address the complexity and chaos inherent in
human functioning. He states categorically that the distinction between
‘functional’ and ‘organic’ disorders is an outmoded one. This view
is echoed by the neuro-psychoanalyst Allan Schore who insists that
the attempt to differentiate between physical and psychosomatic illness
is “meaningless and misleading” (440)
Taylor’s
model stems from the New Science conception of the human being as
a self-regulating system, comprised of a hierarchy of subsystems that
interface with the larger social system. The system is hierarchical
in the sense of having different structures of organisation and different
units of communication: thus, for example, the endocrine system operates
via hormones, and human speech operates via language, which itself
operates within a cultural system. These mutually influence each other,
for example, its well-known that the menstrual cycles of women living
in the same house tend to synchronize – a good example of how a social
system can have an effect on a. a physiological system, or is it the
physiology having an effect on the social system? What cutting edge
research is revealing is that the multiple systems of the body – immune,
hormonal, neurological etc – are interconnected in very complex ways.
In
a departure from conventional medical models, Taylor
suggests that “A transition from health to disease is likely to occur
within this self-regulating system [ie. within an individual] when
there are perturbations in one or more feedback loops which lead to
changes over time in the rhythmic functioning of one or more of the
subsystems. Perturbations can arise at any level in the system, from
the cellular or subcellular level (as with viral infections, or variations
in the gene) to the psychological and social level (as with intrapsychic
conflicts, attachment disruptions, affect arousal and loss of self-esteem)
Because the affected subsystem interacts with other subsystems, several
physiological functions may become dysregulated and lead to somatic
symptoms and, in some instances, also to changes in bodily structure.
“(Taylor, 146)
Feedback
is the essential mechanism of self-regulation: it is information given
back to a system about itself, in order that it can maintain balance.
Feedback comes in many forms, often pertaining to different systems,
but in loops which often interface with other systems, thus having
a complex effect. .Feedback includes information from motor-sensory
loops, from the vicera and from the nervous system about itself; it
also includes feelings, thought and fantasises, and communications
from others through word, look, gesture and behaviour. As therapists
we are familiar with the ideas of psychological splitting, but what
I want to get across this evening is that this always correlates with
physiological splitting. Cutting off painful thoughts and feelings
is the same as interrupting feedback loops in the body which tell
the body (and the brain) about itself. Our bodies – including the
brain - are changed on a micro-structural level by our dynamic interactions
with the world. Some changes are very transient, others get embedded
and embodied in the specific bodily structures that regulate and shape
our experience. Object relations are not merely psychological structures,
they are bodily processes. .
Let
me illustrate how these micro-structural changes act as object relations
in the body.. All feelings have associated gestures and body posture
visible in the muscular structure of the body - sadness, shame, fear
etc. When any set of feelings is repressed, there is a corresponding
split in the body. For example, where sexual feelings are held back,
there may be a corresponding pulling back of the genitals, and a restriction
of the blood flow to that region. Where reaching out has not been
responded to, there may be a collapse across the chest and arms. Physiological
defence may involve increase or decrease in muscle tone, including
breathing muscles. Often a substitute 'false' posture is left as well,
such as a 'superior' expression which both hides and wards off, for
example, a feeling of vulnerability. Reich called this muscular armour
and equated it with character armour associated with different stages
in development - oral, anal etc.. But it gets more complicated - a
child may imitate and dialogue with an adult and learn to associate
a physical expression with words and feelings. Or, failing sufficient
experiences of relating, may instead make powerful unconscious bodily
identifications, perhaps with unconscious feelings in the parent.
(This is one of the ways that family behavioural and emotional patterns
are handed down over the generations) Additionally implicit or explicit
parental injunctions may require the control or display of certain
affects - this introject lives on as a muscular patterning as well
as an image, memory, set of attitudes etc. So each individual's muscular
structure will embody a complex history of defences and resources.
But
this is just one aspect, one facet, of the body which contributes
to a dense and detailed though often unconscious sense of self. There
are also the nervous, endocrine and immune systems, which though often
treated as separate, are reciprocally linked through the recently
discovered molecular messengers called peptides. Whilst muscle and
bone provide a structural image, the peptides can be described as
adding colour. Some scientists believe that each of the 60 or so peptides
is capable of evoking its own unique emotional tone. Peptides include
hormones, neurotransmitters, endorphins and growth factors, including
ones we already associate with qualities of drive and feeling, such
as testosterone, oestrogen and progesterone, oxytocin - the 'bonding'
hormone - and the stress hormones cortisol and adrenalin. This complex
biochemical network constitutes when Damasio refers to as background
mood. Again, the capacity of the body to self-regulate the production
and distribution of these peptides has its origins in the infant's
early object relations, which also mediate the cultural prescription
of - or perhaps we should say stylisation of - mood management.
Allan
Schore demonstrates how the mother functions to regulate this system
via the infant's autonomic nervous system, which manages metabolic
energy in the body. I've mentioned how the body systems add structure
and colour, well you could say that the ANS manages intensity or volume.
It operates in cycles of arousal and relaxation: organising, dispersing
or interrupting stimuli, enabling us to let go and recuperate, or
preventing us from unwinding.
Initially
the mother's regulatory function is a direct extension of the life
of the infant in the womb. Her bodily presence and state influences
autonomic, endocrine and immune system, supporting homeostasis. This
is achieved by physical contact, tone of voice, facial expression,
in fact subtle attunement across all modalities."Attachment bonds
fundamentally regulate physiological systems", writes Allan Schore,
"via dyadic affect communications." In other words physiological
and psychological processes are inextricably intertwined, and the
achievement of emotional regulation directly correlates with autonomic
regulation. Regulation here means the capacity to use, modulate and
vary intensity. It means being able to identify with an inner rhythm,
and to harmonize with and separate from the rhythms of others. Words
are by no means the only vehicle for this, though the ability to put
feelings and needs into words is crucial.
For
an illustration of how these subsystems interact to create a sense
of self, an object relations of the body, let us turn to the neuroscientist
Antonio Damasio. He describes how complex the interaction of regulatory
systems of hormonal, immune and metabolic function are, each biochemical
loop being influenced by others. These myriad changes in body state,
he argues are the essence
of emotion. This is important: multiple micro interrelated changes
in the body’s physiology do not cause feelings, nor are they caused by feelings. The feeling and the
physiology are two sides of the same coin. Even when we’re not conscious
of a feeling, it is via the body systems that the sensory, muscular,
nervous and biochemical aspects of the undesirable feeling is suppressed
or interrupted.
As
a consequence of this, declares Damasio:
“the
body, as represented in the brain, may constitute the indispensable
frame of reference for the neural processes we experience as mind
[ ] our very organism [the body] is used as the ground reference
for the constructions we make of the world around us and for the construction
of the ever-present sense of subjectivity that is part and parcel
of our experiences […] The physiological operations that we call
mind are derived from the structural and functional ensemble [of endocrine,
immune, autonomic etc components] rather than from the brain alone.
“ The significance of his thesis provides food for thought, a reversal
of the idea of the psyche as a self-enclosed system of images separated
from the body. Rather, he states, “I believe that, relative to the
brain, the body proper provides more than mere support and modulation
[for psychological experience]: it provides a basic topic for brain
representations.” [xix]
Damasio
is a neuroscientist writing about psychological experience from a
non-psychotherapeutic process. He does not deal in the complexities
of splitting and repression but rather with the unpredictability of
human experiences which arises from what he calls "the sheer
complexity of the system". I want to extend his account with
a clinical vignette of Anya, a forty-two year old woman in her fourth
year of therapy. Having acquired some embodied awareness of herself
in relationship, she is able to explore sensation and gesture as both
real and symbolic in an
attempt to get to the deeper roots of her sense of self. She comes
to the session complaining that her left shoulder is aching, and she
feels tense and exhausted. The stillness in her body is broken by
periodic sighs. Then she starts to move, twisting her upper body to
try to get some relief from the tension. The movements convey both
frustration and emptiness. With her right hand she grasps her left
upper arm. She tugs at the arm with a sudden intensity. The left arm
merely dangles. 'Come and play with me' she cries plaintively. She
goes on wrenching at the arm, squeezing it, and starts to weep. Then
she cradles the limp arm in her lap, and hangs her head.
This
sequence from Anya's therapy is quite condensed and complex, encapsulating
many aspects of her history, and the history of our therapeutic relationship.
She is working on the edge in terms of her symptoms, and in the transference
with me. She is experiencing the body as a thing in itself, a source
of pain, discomfort and dissatisfaction. But she is also elaborating
a process on an intricate physical and psychological level where
the body is used as a representation of parts of herself, her relationship
with her mother and the transference relationship with me. Here I
mean 'used' in the constructive therapeutic sense that Winnicott indicated.
Later on I will spell out the contrast between this, and manipulation
and attempts to control the body. During this process, Anya is aware
of resonant images and associations, and later we consider them together
in the context of what she needs and wants from me. Physiologically
there has been a complex process too: changes in muscle tension and
the chemistry of the connective tissue, changes in heart rate and
breathing reflecting the autonomic cycle. Invisible but inevitable
are the subtle shifts and re-organisation of hormones, peptides and
immunological agents. I am present in this process both as a good
object who holds the space during her inward absorption, and as a
bad object that cannot be made to 'come and play'. This powerful transference
communication will be and has been explored more directly in relation
to me. But it is equally bound up with self-objects, including a
dead baby, present in both the deadness in the arm, and the cradling
gesture at the end.
I
will give you more of Anya's background later and will come back to
the transference and countertransference when I talk about working
therapeutically
My
aim so far has been to try to give you a flavour of the interconnectedness
of physiological systems with self and object representational systems.
Psychoanalytic psychosomatic theory has tried to differentiate symbolizing
and somatizing, even seeing them as opposed processes. Other psychosomatic
theories have seen the body's function as a vehicle of self-expression
extending naturally into the creativity of physical symptoms. The
first model pathologizes symptoms, the second model is often unduly
optimistic about them.
Signs, symptoms
and symptomization
Bearing
in mind Taylor’s thesis
that perturbations can arise at any level in the system, from sub-cellular,
to autonomic, to social, I want to propose a structure for thinking
therapeutically about the client and their symptoms in terms of stages
in a complex psychophysiolgical process. The four stages on a continuum
are: signs, acute symptoms, chronic symptoms and what I am calling
symptomization.
A
sign is any indicator of
a process. My point in this paper is that all 'psychological' events
have a corresponding physiological signs. In the account of Anya's
process I focussed on physical signs, but I could equally have given
you a more detailed account of the verbal narrative. Signs are part
of a feedback loop simultaneously communicating outwardly towards
the other and inwardly into the self. The flow of signs characterizes
the operation of multiple interconnected feedback loops which organize
our state of health and our sense of self. We can focus our awareness
on any kind of sign – a breathing pattern,. a gesture, a phrase –
and follow it through a process. There is always a surplus of signs
because of our complexity as humans and often they are contradictory
and confusing. The more intense the internal conflict, the more that
physiological signs will reflect splitting. Heightening awareness
of these tensions and complexities is one aspect of the feedback process
in psychotherapy.
A
symptom is any sign that
comes into the foreground, either by amplification or by its absence.
It draws attention to itself. I'm going to focus on physical symptoms,
but obviously it includes any thought, feeling or behaviour which
pushes itself forward, eg. Suspicion of the therapist etc; or hides
itself, is forgotten etc.
An
acute symptom may appear
at the peak of an emotional-physiological cycle, indicating a transition
to another state. Often in therapy tears reflect such a critical juncture.
A new physical pain, twitch, or a sudden restriction in breathing
are often unconscious attempts to hold back a painful experience.
Acute symptoms are a first line defence. They constitute a raising
of the temperature in the therapy room, and sometimes literally in
the client’s body. As the therapist focuses on the client’s feelings,
the physical symptom may intensify as if saying: keep out, don’t say
that !! you’re cruel, I hate you, you don’t understand etc. In the
crisis of the negative transference the client may leave the session
convinced that the therapist’s intention is negative. But if the client
feels some important issue has been identified, there is often a dramatic
alleviation in symptoms. In challenging a client’s narcissistic defence,
there is often a struggle in the client between the sense of a wound
being re-inflicted, and the relief of being seen. Sometimes the acute
symptom comes as a shock – it is spontaneous event in the body which
people may instinctively want to control. One client who had frequent
sore throats told me one day with great anxiety that he was scared
to touch a knife because he was afraid of cutting himself with it.To
his surprise I asked him where he wanted to cut himself and how. His
image was of slitting his throat. By following through the impulse
in fantasy, by elaborating it, it becomes less frightening and also
became linked with other symptoms, such as his sore throat.
From
a physical perspective illnesses have typical symptoms – a temperature,
excess mucous, coughing, rash, diahorrhea etc - which have a function.
They are a physiological elaboration of a process. In a parallel way,
illnesses happen all the time in therapy in the form of regressions,
or episodes of feeling intensely, or feeling confused, or through
dramas in the transference. Hopefully this allows a theme or conflict
to be elaborated – emotional cycles completed or a narrative to become
more coherent.
Sometimes
the crisis or intensification of the symptom is not sufficient to
shift it into the next stage, and the symptom may then become chronic.
A symptom becomes chronic when it has ceased to elaborate
and be elaborated. It manifests a stasis of some kind. In illness
it is typified by more fixed symptom - cysts, ongoing aches and pains,
tumours, rigidities etc. These symptoms act as stabilisers, initially
a temporary boundary holding information. The symptom is often a physiological
encapsulation correlating with a psychological enclosure around a
painful issue. At this stage the symptom may be dull but persistent,
or it may be intermittently painful. The encapsulation serves a function
– it protects – but it also restricts the feedback loop – it’s a blockage.
The symptom then also acts as a reference point, because it intrudes
on well-being, it starts to function as a representation. It offers
something to project meaning into. The symptom often contains a
conflict or loss related to the specific site in the body, and therefore
seems to speak to the client if he/she will listen:The headache that
occurs when the client finds a thought unbearable, the skin rash that
erupts when the client is putting a brave face on a situation, the
bladder infection that goes with being pissed off.
Some
symptoms respond well to interpretation based on a metaphorical association
to the symptom. Such connections may be valuable to the client and
increase the resonance in the feedback loop, by operating in more
than one modality. However some symptoms are not really alleviated
by this crossword puzzle approach, either because the understanding
needs to be more deeply anchored through insight into the transference,
or because the dysregulation of the body is more complex and entrenched.
My aim in this paper is not to suggest a simple one on one mapping
of psychological and physical symptoms, a la Louise Hay, but rather
to note that what we think of as psychological is an emergent property
of the complex self-organisation of the body. The body is a both/and
rather than either/or. A tumour may both encapsulate a specific
dynamic conflict, or the conflict may be projected into the tumour
and thus embodied through it. The two functions serve each other reciprocally.
A
client in her late forties who I’ll call Lisa came with symptoms of
exhaustion, frequent migraine, sensitivity to light and severe tendonitis.
Tendons attach muscle to bone, and in Lisa’s case, the tendons were
so sensitised that everyday actions like putting the kettle on and
opening the door, were beyond her. In the intial interview she told
me how, 15 years ago she was on the verge of an impulsive and potentially
very destructive act, which she managed to stop herself from doing.
The cost to her of not doing what she wanted was pretty severe also,
and she clearly identified the onset of her symptoms with that dilemma
and the huge losses connected with it. The phrase that came to me
immediately was “you slammed the brakes on”. I had a vivid fantasy
of a cartoon like scene: Tom being chased by Jerry and skidding to
a halt, with all joints locked, eyes screwed shut, and the smoke from
burning rubber coming from the rigidly flexed heels. The phrase and
the image carried an association for me with a car accident, although
she did not recall having been in one. I still wonder if some association
to a real car asccidenthad been repressed. But of course the mage
of the car carries the idea of tremendous force and speed – the potential
for instinct or drive to lead to damage in fantasy or reality. Anyway
the phrase ‘you slammed the brakes on’ resonated with her and seem
to encompass the psychological conflicts and the physical symptoms.
My
third term on this continuum is symptomization.
Here a symptom, or a set of symptoms, acquire a significant amount
of conscious or unconscious collateral meaning. Extremely common is
the feeling that the symptom is a punishment for some real or imagined
sin. Or the symptom may stand for the persecuting object, for the
feeling/object that can't be controlled. It becomes the focus of a
vicious circle – frustration with or anxiety about the symptom makes
it worse. Its prototype is the panic attack. In a panic attack the
feedback loop becomes self-reinforcing rather than self-correcting.
So when a client notices symptoms of anxiety, the anxiety level immediately
escalates, and the symptoms, such as hyperventilation intensify. The
main difference between symptoms and symptomization is in the client’s
reactivity to their own process. When the client is unable to become
curious about and interested in their own condition, but merely antagonistic
or despairing towards it, then we need to understand the implications
of this rejection of the body. The symptom has come to stand for a
hated, feared, or envying object. The underlying dysregulation that
produces the symptom is exacerbated by the displacement onto the symptom
of feelings that originate in the early object relationship.
Symptomization
is a term I'm using as a rough equivalent to the word 'somatization'.
I want to emphasize that what appears to be a somatic crisis is in
fact a crisis in the client’s sense of self. The feedback loops which
maintain a constant identity in the body have not just been interrupted,
but have become severely distorted and dysregulated. Its equivalent
to the howl that comes when the sound output of a speaker comes into
the microphone. The loop is overloaded and our ears feel assaulted
by it. When feedback escalates up, its end may be chaotically destructive,
or, sometimes, creative – a breaking down and breaking through. Projective
identification may be the client’s only way of managing the chaos.
It seems like the therapist is forced to be directly in the feedback
loop – feeling the client’s feelings and sensations and giving it
back to the client in a more digestible form. In a more general way
in the countertransference, the therapist resonates with subtle
signs and amplifies them by giving them attention.
A
client who I’ll call Paul presented with tinitus. Tinitus is a ringing
noise in the ear, which can be persistent and varying in volume. What
the sufferer is hearing is the sound of their own blood circulating.
It is exacerbated by stress, when in fact the blood flow is faster.
Like many people who have chronic symptoms for which there is no easy
cure, Paul had been on a search for any therapy or practitioner who
might alleviate his misery. Tinitus is a very distressing symptom,
but the panic associated with it seemed also to go with Paul’s story
of the end of an important relationship and his search for a new partner.
His terror of abandonment and of being permanently haunted by the
ringing in his ears paralleled each other. And, just as he was always
chasing several women at once, he would also pursue multiple treatments
or therapies for his tinnitus, homeopathy, Chinese medicine, healing
etc. The need to get control of a feeling at all costs was effectively
sabotaging the holding that he might have got from any one of these
therapies or relationships had he been able to trust them. .
Before
going into further into this categorisation of sign, symptom, symptomization
and its implications, I want to suggest that what we are concerned
with here is managing change. Our bodies mediate the reality both
of the physical and emotional environment. Every minute there are
changes and adaptations going on, including the processing of explicit
external relational transactions, and internal fantasies and feelings.
Change is present in the circadian rhythms of the body (of which there
are at least fifty) , and most conspicuously in the autonomic nervous
system which regulates the functioning of all the organs in the body.
The autonomic nervous system, which thrives and matures with appropriate
care during infancy, is highly involved in managing day to day emotional
states.. If there are interruptions to emotional cycles – feelings
get split off, thoughts repressed etc, there is a parallel in the
body. The emotional charge remains in the body but gets held in a
fragmented way, often via minute alterations in metabolic and hormonal
process, and micro changes in muscle tension and tissue organisation..
If the emotional patterns are chronic – ie. there are fixed defences
– then they become structured into the body as imbalances, distortions,
tensions. These are not linear chains of cause and effect, but complex
non-linear changes influenced by a variety of factors including genetics,
lifestyle and overall stress level.
Transference
& the client’s relationship to the body
In
psychotherapy transference is now recognised as one of the most significant
forms of unconscious communication to the therapist. It is that part
of the relationship this is governed by a relatively closed feedback
loop because it constitutes a repetition of a past pattern, rather
than an open loop in the present. We could even say that tranference
includes all the processes which maintain a closed system. The therapist
needs to be able to feedback to the client the information in the
unconscious behaviour. This is tricky because transference is precisely
what blocks the client from receiving feedback. And yet it is the
essence of psychotherapy. In Anya’s process the impulse to tug at
an arm is kept within the orbit of her own body, there for us both
to know about, but not directly exposing her to the need to reach
out to me. It is important for me to help her know the physical need
to reach for another, and what prevents it – in her case, originating
in an experience of a mother severely depressed because of the death
of Anya’s sibling as a baby. The dying, dead and depressed babies
in Anya’s inner world come through again and again in gestures of
cradling, in pain related to cradling, in heavy menstrual bleeding.
At the beginning of therapy, Anya’s state would go into what I’m calling
symptomization – she would bleed heavily and not be able to come to
therapy, she would rage at my incompetence in not curing the symptoms,
she was so distraught that she wanted to kill herself.
As
a body psychotherapist there are various ways in which I work to
increase the client’s awareness of their body as a key to deepening
their sense of themselves. In view of the obvious pent-up grief in
Anya, the absence of crying, and the heavy menstrual bleeding were
striking symptoms which seemed to be linked. By exploring movement
and sensation in the body we soon found that she needed to get inot
a particular posture in order to cry. Also important was the monitoring
of physical distance between us. If I was too close she felt overwhelmed,
if I was too far away she felt abandoned. By tracking her bodily sensations
and impulses we began to understand how particular physiological states
were related to her strong identifications. One day she sat in the
chair extremely still. I felt chaotic in the countertranference. I
was puzzled by the disjuncture between the stillness which seemed
like a frozen traumatic state, and a slightly surreal feeling of pleasure.
Anya said she felt loved and at peace, but she didn’t look relaxed
to me. I asked her to describe the feeling of this in more detail.
As she focussed on sensation, she became more agitated. I asked her
to see what happened if she moved slightly. She started shaking her
head and clutching her belly crying ‘no, no!’. From this it emerged
that Anya had had an abortion five years ago about which she still
felt guilty. She believed her mother had loved her dead sibling more.
Through her body she came to feel the intense conflict between her
desire to be the dead baby (who was at least loved) the pregnant mother
(who had the loved object inside her). In the transference with me
she had to overcome the self-hatred which prevented her from recognizing
her distress and need for mothering in her own right.
This
is a familiar psychotherapeutic process where, as defences melt,
there are often bursts of regression, which become more intense but
also lead to differentiation and integration in the client. There
is a clear parallel in the holistic model of illness where practitioners
of alternative medicine recognize that healing chronic symptoms will
often involve acute flare-ups of earlier illnesses. In psychotherapy
we hope to be able to get closer to the experience of the symptom,
and even able to distinguish subtle signs which precede the onset
of symptoms. In Anya’s therapy we came to realize that menstrual pain
was tied up with loss. We both became alert to how a spasm in the
uterus was an early sign of distress.
My
categories of signs, symptoms and symptomization are paralleled by
the way the client relates to their body in the context of the therapy.
Where there is a well-established working alliance, signs can be traced,
explored and associated to rather like dreams. In fact working with
physical symptoms is very similar to working with dream material.
We do not need to be the expert who knows what they mean. Rather we
need to stay open to the resonance of the symptoms, to elaborate,
to increase information which can then be brought more explicity
into the relationship. The client’s genuine interest in their own
bodies as a subject (as opposed to an objectifying attitude to the
body), reflects the capacity for both detachment and a sense of ownership,
which increasees with trust in the relationship
There
are of course lots of factors that make it difficult to listen to
the body – when there is fear of the body itself, then the client
invariably cannot make a sensory connection to it. The fear needs
to be addressed directly. When there is a good therapeutic contact,
the client may be able to differentiate the signs of fear in their
body and tolerate them. Rage at the therapist also makes access to
body signals difficult. So rather than ask the client to become aware
of sensation, I might pick up a gesture of theirs, such as a fist,
an involuntary kick, or a pushing away gesture and mirror it back
to them. This can provoke further anger, but often it is wryly accepted
as a rather incontrovertible sign of anger. Then the client may be
able to think about the anger, or follow the gesture in more detail,
either by doing it, or in fantasy.
With
chronic symptoms, there is often a state of psychological siege. Lisa,
for example, was a client who was very committed to being honest and
exploring issues in the psychotherapy process. Her recurring phrase
was “I want to look at…” and she would name whatever issue was present
for her. I commented on the irony of this phrase, as her eyes were
so sensitive to light that she had to wear dark glasses. She always
took off the glasses for the therapy but the curtains had to be drawn
and the lights switched off. She was willing to talk about her symptoms
but I always felt I had to tread carefully. But there was somewhere
she would not go at all. She insisted that that her early life had
been very good and she had been a very happy much loved baby. In the
second year of therapy I increasingly challenged this as a defensive
idealization and and put it to her that she was ring-fencing, closing
off the subject. I shared my image of a circle of fire around her.
These
symptoms carried the paradox of Lisa’s management of her pain. She
was forced to restrict herself to the half-light and yet she was very
afraid of the darkness of the unconscious. We talked about this in
a session at the end of the December as the natural light was fading
and we were almost sitting in darkness. It was also her birth date
.
The
imagery of fire was crucial too. Lisa came across as very contained,
slightly wooden in her manner, but my perception of her passionate
fireiness – glimpsed at through the underside of her words and stories
– touched her deeply. In approaching the subject of her early life
I felt the threat of her overwhelming rage and its association with
fire. Fire is dangerous, and fire in the body is inflammation, which
afflicted her tendons.
These
symptoms clearly contain tranference material but they also preceded
her therapy, and were only partially alleviated by it.. Lisa moved
to another part of the country after two years, a move designed to
reduce the stress of her living conditions but also bringing to an
end her therapy. . A few months before she left she had a very important
dream, in which she turned her back on her husband and father and
embarked on a voyage to a distant place. They wept as she departed.
What was most striking about this dream was its quality of it slowness;
it had a mythical, epic feel – the opposite of the cartoon action
of slamming on the breaks. It suggested to me that something was being
assimilated at the level of the nervous system, it was a palpable
re-organisation of the experience of time. In this sense it was balancing
out the past, a very deliberate gesture was replacing powerful impulse
that threatened to get out of control. Important dreams often how
this quality of seeming to resonate in every cell of the body.
Lisa’s
dream was of renunciation, almost of martyrdom, turning her back on
the world, just as her symptoms kept her in retreat from it. It was
saturated with grief – she in the dream heavy with it, and the men
awash with it. The dynamic is quite complex – it seems as if she maintains
her dignity, and the vulnerability, the distress and the disappointment
of loss is projected onto the father and the husband.. The dream anticipates
her departure from the therapy and suggests a deep struggle between
mourning and revenge and pride. It really captures for me how deeply
entrenched are our psychic positions and hence our physical symptoms.
Lisa’s migraines did reduce considerably, I believe because of the
grieving she was able to do, and the holding which allowed a great
deal to be faced. The tendonitis did not change . In my view these
symptoms like many others need to be understood as both linked to
specific conflicts and originating in physiological dysregulation
of a more complex nature.
The
transference when there is symptomization is characterised, I believe,
by an overwhelming experience of object loss and separation anxiety.
It may or may not be accompanied by a conscious sense of panic, but
the intensification of the symptom seems to communicate intense distress.
I suggested to Paul that his tinitus provoked intense anxiety because
it was like listening to the sound of his own screams. Symptomization
is an indicator of a breakdown in self-regulation, prompted perhaps
by a combination of stresses, not all of which may be object relational.
Some illnesses in fact are largely genetic or environmental. I think
unconsciously the loss of health is experienced as equivalent to
the loss of the attachment object who helps regulate emotionally and
physiologically. No wonder clients often experience such pessimism
in the face of constant pain and illness, for it reflects back to
them their own worst unconscious fear : the object seems to be irretrievable.
Nothing is coming to 'make them better'. And when therapy fails to
make them better, its like adding insult to injury. Perhaps this is
why many people see their symptoms as a punishment. Where there is
symptomization, there is a need to grasp the immediate crisis in the
transference – what may have ruptured the client’s sense of being
connected and held. With Paul I interpreted his constantly arriving
late as a parallel enactment with his attempt to control the tinnitus.
By not leaving enough time for his journey, he was repeatedly failing
to master time, as he failed to master his physical symptom,and simply
depriving himself of therapeutic time. And of course he was forcing
me to be the one who waited.
Conclusion
I
want to end by repeating my main point that there is always a process
going on in the body – sometimes its flowing and expressive and we
feel at one with it. At other times we have symptoms which are obscure
and troubling, and reflect back to us a splitting on both physiological
and psychological levels. We cannot always say that a symptom has
a communicative meaning – there may be a disruption of feedback loops
in the body for many reasons, including genetic, lifestyle and environmental
factors. However I think we can say that the way clients relate to
their bodies and to physical symptoms is information that is relevant
to the process of psychotherapy.
I
have touched on some of the ways symptoms are explored in body psychotherapy.
We don’t use the term psychosomatic because we assume every psychological
event has its counterpart in the body. But every psychotherapeutic
tradition has ways of including and relating to the body. Above all
it is working with feelings in the transference relationship which
helps clients make the internal connections which allow deeper self-knowledge.
The creation of a narrative of ourselves with another helps establish
a sense of identity which is intricately bound up with the subtle
awareness of micro-details of bodily change constantly feeding into
the loop of self-regulation.Self-regulation, rather than absence of
symptoms, constitutes the way to health.
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